#ok bye sorry if im embarrasing u

[thatkdpoh]

Introduction i think?

Ok so I’ve been like really excited to do this I don’t know why but this is I think controversy? I don’t know how controversy works but this is how it happened.

I am 12 yrs old, My height is 5,1 and holy shit wanna kms but I am 130 pounds. This will flucate and idk how to spell it but it’s like a line with a dot in the front or end and it goes left to right so I flucate to 130 to 140 I hate that.

How I know about ED/Backstory/rant (cringy ik sorry :c :

I was always a fat kid and I’ve hated it, I understand that I didn’t care about my weight but when I was like what 8 to 9 whenever my dad would say cow to me in taqvaylit I don’t know how to write it but I know something’s like amcic or tizizwith or afkroune which is cat, bee and turtle in that order. I would feel self conscious and sometimes cry to because I’m very sensitive which is like cringy i know lol. My heaviest had to been this year like 140 pounds but I think it was water weight and shit. Anyways my mom tried to get me to fast and she would force me or smth maybe not force but like tried to get me to lose weight. She’d say it directly and it would always make me feel bad but like I understand being 130 for like 8 yrs or 9 to 12 is very heavy and embarrassing considering I always saw kids would be more skinner than me I’d feel very bad. Until recently like last year in 6th grade I was reading fanfics of a human au of TMNT i didnt know what ED’s were so when it showed up the word bulimia I thought it meant bullshit but it didn’t sound right so I searched it up and saw the symptoms that’s when I also learned about anorexia and pica etc. When I saw the symptoms I started copying them now this is the part that I think is controversy I copied the symptoms which I know was bad but I was fucking lazy and still am couldn’t do a workout for the life of me or restrict food, I was used to eating a lot and when I saw the symptoms I copied them and they worked!! I loved it and then the minute I knew how to starve myself, I actually don’t know how to continue with that but I didn’t know how much of a deeper hole I got into but I really loved it and still do EMBARRASING. I did do exercise I did like 100 sit ups a day which did nothing but it did make my body ache and stopped, 5th grade was the worst out of all my grades for now but 6th might be second but it wasn’t that bad just a lot of crying and seeing how fat I am made me cry that’s it. Now if I don’t starve at all or try too I would feel like shit. In 6th grade I also saw that purging was a symptom so I made myself throw up but only if I ate way to fucking much and I’m so bloated it hurts and I can’t take the pressure so I throw up just to take off a little pressure and go back but then I’d feel sick which sucked :C. When Ramandan came though I was A BEAST not an actual beast but like it was my oppertuinity to fast without anyone questioning because I live in a studio apartment with 5 other people that are my family >_<. Obviously with my blabber mouth which I hate told everything to my mom but I think she thinks that I’m ok now :D. Any way I’d only eat 5 tablespoons of soup every night and I was very tired and I lost 6 pounds!! Which isn’t a lot but I made it to 124 pounds!! But then I gained it all back in summer break, cried, tried to fast for 3 days but fainted on the 36 hour?? I’m not sure because when I stopped the fast because my mom told me to eat and spoiler alert I cried cause I have little bitchitas if u know Kubz scouts u know. I paused at the 38 hour so like 36 is my highest to fast which is embarrassing again. ANYWAY NOW IM IN 7TH GRADE STUGGLIJG EITH THIS THINGY :]] I sound like those I guess I deserve it heh thing but like no I’m not seriously I just wanted to be silly. Anyway I’m gonna try that ABC diet which I think seems kind of mid to hard but I think fitnesspal would help me with it <33

BYE EVERYONE HAVE A GREAT DAY OR NIGHT HAVE A GREAT THANKSGIVING SND MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!! :33

[divorcebf]

RANDOM MUSIC RECS THAT KINDA REMIND ME OF U ILY !!!! if u listen and like any of these please lmk 🥺💖🧁💕🍄🍉 so the songs are: best friend by laufey, james by laufey, valedictorian by jenny nuo, goodbye my danish sweetheart by mitski, and cyber stockholm syndrome by rina sawayama !!!! it's not the lyrics that remind me of u, it's just the vibes and i hope u ENJPY <333333333

OH MY GOD HI DARLING DEAREST AHHHHH I LOVE U SM OMG🥺 i do listen to a fair bit of mitski from em!!! and sjnsksbks the moment i saw this in my notifs i streamed all of them and ahhh to think that. that u were reminded of me n my stupid little existence is just. VERY flattering and sweet and sjwkbdkdndkkekehkd i am kissing ur forehead as we speak if that's ok with u! i LOVED EACH AND EVERY ONE OF THESE ARE YOU KIDDING ME I LOVED LAUFEY'S VOICE ESPECIALLY LIKE????? GO OFF MA'AM

[reynemi]

AAAAAAAAAAAAA IM SO EMBARRASSED TO SHOW THIS BUT 9420OQWIUHSFAS;L LEFT PIC WAS DRAWN THE BEGINNING OF MAY AND RIGHT PIC DRAWN TODAY 8 month difference wow i dont even want to talk about the first pic that is too much to unpack right now but even tho i still have a lot to improve its nice to physically see the difference :’) a lot of my old art here im actually super embarrased of and although i deleted some of it impulsively bc i hated it im going to refrain from doing that from now on so my followers can also kinda see me grow as sappy as that sounds ahhahajakfla im very grateful for all of u i didnt think id ever get like 900 followers?!#1 thats insane to me sorry omg ok bye bye END OF RAMBLing

[nothing-could-go-wrong]

I start a new semester today and I want to fucking die. Like...college just drains me. It’s community so don’t go thinking I’m some hot shot college kid. And it’s not like I can talk to anyone cause when I try to complain about how lonely it is up there, I get shut down because ‘omg i wish i could go to school’ ‘ur so lucky u get to go to school omg some people want to but cant!!1!!’ or ‘wow college huh?? must be having fun! dorm parties and stuff liek that!!!’ like...no, im not lucky im in debt from loans cuz my mom makes too much so they wont give me financial aid and its lonely af cuz i dont know anyone and theres no dorms no parties nothing...its just.. go to class then go home. thats it. nothing else. maybe kill time in the library but thats it... school is lonely and im so bad at making friends. like irl friends are easy for me to make but like...they dont know me. i dont talk to them the way they do to me... im bad at reaching out and i could NEVER do it irl.... i would actually die of embarrasment if i vented to another human....like yeah lol no. i dont need to be shut down or ignored to my face like lol no thank u.

its whatever though. shouldnt be making friends. im too stupid to make friends in school, i gotta focus on my work. if i dont focus i wont pass cuz im actually a dumb sack of shit. im bad at school. im so bad at it. im so stupid.. not even cute ditzy blonde type stupid neither. like...idiot in the back of the room whos last two brain cells are trying to destroy her instead of working on school work. i sit in agonizing silence at school..its to hard to focus when ur brain is insulting you constantly. i hate it i hate it i hate it...

oh well. sorry its long. not that anyone cares. im being stupid again lmao. ok ok i got it bye

[nickikpopart]

After School Club .... or is it After School Crush

“So you think the MC is cute?”

"Are you kidding me?" Jimin asked the Program-Director. "No i don´t, you heard right." He anwered looking surprised. "They are really coming to the show tomorrow?" Jimin still don´t believe it. BTS would visit the Studio. He finally meet them and up to above he will see Jungkook, the Maknae of the group and this only aside, his long-time Crush. But that shouldn´t been told here.

Jimin was excited and nervous at the same time. Little did he know that a certain someone was also excited and nervous to meet him. That certain someone was non other than Jungkook himself.

"Hyung, im nervous!" Jungkook couldn´t sit still anymore since he know about the Tv-Show tomorrow. "You are normally not like that Jungkook." Namjoon tried his best to calm the Maknae down. "Is the show himself or the cute MC?" "HYUNG..." Jungkook blushed immediately by thought of meeting Park Jimin. "I was just teasing you. Come on. Everything will be fine. Just try to talk to him after the Show." Namjoon smiled slightley. "I will try. You know how shy i can be." Jungkook didn´t lied about that. He really was. He really hoped that Namjoon would help him. "Maybe i can help you. Don´t worry." Jungkook nodded and smiled.

Next Day: Showtime....

Jimin was there early to go through the cards for the today´s show. He planned to asked the boys some special questions. He wanted to be subtile enouch to see Jungkooks reaction.

In the meantime BTS arrived the studio, with a maknae that was about to freak out. Namjoon had tried to keep him calm what barely worked. Namjoon pulled him aside when they were about to go in. "Come down ok. The show is starting in 2 hours. "Namjoon patted his shoulder lightly and feeling his tension. "I will try... no promises." Jungkook answered while they walked into the dressingroom. He took a deep breath and sat down. That changed immediately when the door to the room got open and Park Jimin himself was standing in the doorframe. Jungkook gulped and looked down. Trying hard not to blush. Jimin was standing outside for 10 minutes before opening the door and going in. He was nervous, not like the other time, when he was going to greet the guest before the show would start. This time was it more the just being nervous. He would stand in the same place like him. seeing him up close. That what it was made him nervous.

"Hello, i´m Park Jimin. The MC of the Show. Nice to meet you all." Jimin said after bowing down. One after another was shaking his hand. The last one was Jungkook. He got up and bowed down first before reaching out his hand. "Jeon  Jungkook, nice to meet you." he said, voice little shaking. "Nice to meet you too, finally." Jimin said and got silent immediatley, his cheeks lightly red. Jungkook recognized it and found it cute. Namjoon was watching the whole scenery and got it in no time. The MC was crushing on their Maknae. He looked in Jungkook´s direction. The maknae caught him and smiled shyly. Namjoon knew what he had to do. "I will see you in 1 hour Boys." Jimin said smiling at them and a little longer at Jungkook. The maknae didn´t know how to handle the situation and looked down, not to show Jimin how much of an effect he had on him. Namjoon followed him when he was about to go out of the room. "Jimin... sorry...can i talk to you for a minute." Namjoon asked him with a look full of hope. "Yeah sure, what is it?" Jimin answered and then they talked for about 15 minutes. After that Namjoon was going back into the dressing room and Jimin was walking to the studio with a smile on his face. Jungkook was looking up when Namjoon came back but didn´t said something. He didn´t know that Namjoon had talked to Jimin. As the time came when the show was about to be recorded. They were going to the Set of the show. Jimin was already in front of the camera and talked to himself, memorizing some of the lines. Jungkook was watching him from behind the camera. Even Jimin didn´t looked up he knew they were there already.  3. - 2. - 1. ... Go

"Hello and Welcome to After School Club, my name is Jimin your all-time cute MC." Jimin said and did some fingerhearts into the camera. Jungkook smiled while watching him the whole time. "Today´s guest´s and that was a surprise for me too, BTS. Yes, they are here. So give them a warm welcome."

It was time for BTS to go in front of the camera and so they did. They greeted the viewers with their signiture hello, we are BTS. After a little talk with the MC they sat down and the show started. Jimin said they should do each their personal greeting into the camera. After that they decided what they would do for the picture. They would do hearts in different forms. The fans had 1 minute to took a picture of the boys in that signiture pose and with themself in it. After the Rollcalls and Hangouts. Jimin wanted to go a little more personal. So he asked the boys what they do when they have free time, what they like to eat, what they like to watch. Each of the Boys said something like. Going for walk, love eating bbq, like to watch movies, using the time to sleep long. The Maknae was the last in line.

"So Jungkook, what are you doing in your free time. Like watching movies or playing games?" Jimin asked him. "Mostly playing games but also watching shows that i like." Jungkook answered smiling shyly. "What´s your favorite Show?" Jimin wanted it to be more specific. "Uhmm, to be honest, it your Show. I watch every week." Jungkook felt his cheek reddned. Gladly he had make up on it. "Oh, ok." Jimin chuckled a little when he heard that. "What do you like the most about our show?" Jungkook looked at Namjoon and gulbed. Namjoon nodded his, like he would saying, go for it. Jungkook took a deep breath and answered. "I like the most, the MC of the show." Jimin blushed. "He is funny and u can see that he likes what he is doing." "Uhmm, so do you think the MC is cute, right." Jimin asked him directly. "Yeah, i think he is." Jungkook wanted to sink in a hole right now. He was so embarrased. Jimin got what he wanted and the show was almost over. Just the the winner of the album has to be announced. They choosed wanna of the cuter pictures where a fan sended a kiss to their picture. They made a last picture for the Show-Album together and said bye to the viewers. After the end, the group was going back to the dressing room, except Jungkook who was waiting for Jimin. When Jimin saw him waiting he walked over to him.

"Uhmm Jimin, can i ask you something?" Jungkook gulbed and was nervously playing with his shirt. "Yes, go on." Jimin answered with a smile, waiting what Jungkook would wanted to ask him. Jimin saw how nervous Jungkook was. He found it cute though. He reached out his hand and laid it over Jungkooks which made the Maknae calming down immediately. "Uhmm, Would you... Ahhh this hard... Would you..." Jungkook didn´t know how to ask him. He was sweating and blushing the whole time. "Would you go out with me?" Jimin completed his question. "Is it that what you wanted to ask me?" "Yeah... " Jungkook nodded, still looking down on the hand that was holding his. The hand was so small and he thought how perfect she would fit in his own. Thats why he grabbed Jimins hand and intertwined their fingers. "Uhmmm... So would you... I mean, would you go out with me?" "Yes, i would... i mean i will." Jimin giggled and Jungkook looked up. Jimin liked the feeling already, holding Jungkooks hand. And like Jungkook, he thought the same, their hands fit perfectly with each other.

I tried to make a little story for the suggestion, that you find under the link. Thank´s for inspiring me so much @jungkooksknot 

@golden-kookmin hope u like my little story ;)

Quelle jungkooksknot

[sunnysidewrites]

Husband!Seokmin

Requested by anon: Can you do a married!au with Seokmin where he asks you to dance with him after a long day? Like super romantic and stuff? Thank you! 

AAAAAA HERE IT IS MY LIL BBY!!! I CANT BELIEVE SOMEONE REQUESTED THIS IM 100% CONVINCED YOU WERE PERSONALLY OUT TO GET ME!!!! JUST LIKE FOR WONWOO, I CANT CONTAIN MY FEELS FOR SEOKMIN EITHER LJSFDLJ THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN U DOUBLE BIAS AAA also im sorry its been sO long since i did a request!! HAPPY READING MY CHILDREN!!!! <3333

warnings: super romantic, super cheesy, super fLUFF THAT I ACTUALLY HAD TO TAKE A BREAK FROM WRITING BC IT WAS SUPER SWEET!!!!

CAN WE JUST APPRECIATE THIS CONCEPT

MY SUNSHINE, A HUSBAND

I CAN TBEL IE V E

I LUV SEOKMIN SO MUCH AND IM SAD HES SO OVERLOOKED :((((

i hope yall enjoy this piece as much as i loved writing it <33333333

The sizzling of the stove and soft BTOB melodies crackled from your speakers, the only sounds that drifted from the kitchen

You were humming along to the harmonies, the cute pastel pink apron Seokmin bought for you last month wrapped securely around your waist as you twirled with a spatula in one hand but u didnt twirl that much ok pls dont burn the house down

You were about to reach the peak of the song when the familiar bell rang

You glanced at the clock and smiled to yourself

“7, just as expected”

You quickly wiped your hands on a nearby towel and scurried off to the front door

“Welcome home, honey!!!” you chirped

He had a slightly worn out smile but the second he laid eyes on you, his eyes lit up and the tired grin became the embodiment of the sun and blinded you lmao i luv death!!!

“AaAhHhHhHH, who’s this cutie pie??!!??!” he says with his pearly whites displaying and bear hugs you, rocking you back and forth can he just be a model for all toothpaste commercials

Im dead do u hEAR ME IM DEAD

Your face is squished into his chest and he keeps cooing at you like

“SEOKMIN P L S WE HAVE BEEN MARRIED FOR YEARS ALREADY!!!!” you laugh, wrapping your arms around him awwwwwww :’)))))))))))))))))))))))

“YOU’RE JUST TOO CUTE <333333333333”

Gives you quick but a lOT of pecks on the head, cheeks, literally scattered every inch of your face

“Omg seokmin,,,, pls you are too much!!! But i like it” you say but you’re also pouting bc he kissed everywhere but your lips

He’s more than aware of that

“Oh? You want me to stop though?” he cheekily grins at your frown

You’re about to lean in when you smell something a little burnt

“oH CRAP MY BURGERS!!!!” gotta go fast

As you’re running towards the stove he follows shortly and he’s like oooo burgers omg????

And you’re like o ok its just slightly burnt nothing too serious phew

You’re in front of the pan doing your thing when he comes fROM BEHIND AND BACK HUGS YOU AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

“You cooked burgers today??? What’s the special occasion?” you feel his chest vibrating as he gently rests his chin on your shoulder

Ok im sorry i need a breather wow ok im crying omg this is real husband material pls someone hOLD ME

He turns his neck to the left and gives you another cheek kiss and you’re trying to decipher whether your cheeks are flaming from him or the proximity between you and the heat emitting from the stove

Maybe its both maybe its maybelline im sorry i rlly gotta stop bUT I LOVE THAT JOKE LOL

He giggles at the wide grin on your face and he just gives you aNOTHER ONE :’)))) PLS DATE OR MARRY ME SEOK

“Omg ok seokmin i love you but pls im about to finish w these burgers!!! Have a seat!! It should be ready in a few more minutes”

He pouts and puLLS YOUR WAIST CLOSER TO HIM LSJDFDLJFSDJSFDFJS

“:(((( but i missed you aaaallll daayyyyyy”

“We’ll have more time to ourselves after dinner hun!!!” you briefly kiss him on the cheek and turn back to the pan

Error: Lee Seokmin has combusted

He’s sitting back at the dinner table while admiring your back view and he’s literally the heart eyes emoji

The look on his face with the soft stare and the corners of his lips slightly lifted upwards aaaAAAWWWW

You present him with the final product on a plate, one in each hand of yours for the both of you

“Bon appetite!!!” you say as you place it front of him and place his utensils with it

His heart eyes are almost as intense as they were when he looked at you but he’s stuffing his face so it’s kinda hard to tell LOL

“Mmghglg so good!!!” he says in between huge mouthfuls

And you’re like :’))))) i luv my hubby also u have something on your face lmao

He starts venting about his day at work and how rehearsal was just insANE

“We practiced for 5 hours without a break,,, and then we took half an hour ish break,,, and went back to dancing for 4 more and repeated this cycle since 7am”

“Soonyoung told me this really lame joke”

“Why do you always laugh tho”

“That’s what friends do!!! Laugh at your bad jokes bc of how bad they are!!!”

“We also went in the studio to record more of the new songs”

“Jihoon kept wanting me to redo it,,,, i think we all did at least 15 takes. Individually.”

And his lil chatter mouth kept going on and on but you’re just happy listening to his voice

In the midst of ranting about how complicated the footwork is, he notices you just sitting there and staring at him

“You’re not gonna finish your burger?”

And you’re like oH RIGHT LOL

“I just always get so captivated when you talk,,,, it’s so soothing”

And at first he’s like “huh?” with a little confused look and then when he finally registers he breaks out into the bIGGEST SMILE EVER AND HE’S EMBARRASSED

“aaAAAHHH YOU’RE SO CHEESY HONEY”

“UM DID YOU NOT PAY ATTENTION TO WHAT YOU WERE DOING HALF AN HOUR AGO”

As you and seokmin are finishing up your meal, he’s like aaa that was the best meal ever bless ur soul

You’re like alright time to clear the table and you get up and start gathering the dishes when he’s like wait!! and grabs your wrist

“Let’s dance” he says with a gleam in his eyes

“Seokmin we gotta do the dishes first ok? And aren’t you tired of doing your choreo for practically the entire day??”

“I’ll never get tired of you though :))” uM MY HEART I HAVE CHEST PAINS

“Ok,,, since you asked so nicely,,,,,,,,,” you reluctantly agree while you place the dishes in the sink

When you meet him in the living room he’s already at the speakers and scrolling through his phone to find a song

“Ah perfect!” he taps on the song and turns back to you

You’re both getting in position to slow dance and you’re just like

“This is the cheesiest you have ever been today,,,, are you sick?”

The familiar first guitar strings of “Photograph” start playing and he softly smiles at you

Wait can u guys actually play it rn

Like. right now. Now. at this instance.

Just pause reading and play it

You can continue now

“No,,, i just need you to know i appreciate you,,, whether you’re doing chores that i can’t do at the moment or just plainly lending me an ear,,,,, I love everything you do”

You’re so mesmerized by him that you can only gape back with your mouth slightly parted open

“Seokmin…”

He shakes his head and chuckles, “you don’t have to say anything. Just relax”

As the song progresses you rest your head on his chest, your bodies comfortably pressed against each other as you slowly sway

He gives you another kiss on the top of your head and murmurs, “i’m so lucky to have someone like you” lsjddfsjdfjl my HEART MY H E AR T

“The person who has the luck is me, being able to find a catch like you” you respond, a small smile creeping on your face

He twirls you around, the both of you laughing without a care in the world

The song is about to come to an end when he dips you low and stares into your eyes LJSFDJDFJDFDF IM EMBARRASED AND THIS ISNT EVEN HAPPENING TO ME BYE

You’re both looking at each other so fondly and you barely notice how he lifts you back up bc you’re both leaning in

One arm is holding your waist up, and the other is caressing your cheek as your lips meet

His soft kiss has you weak in the knees despite how you should be used to them by now but he always takes away your breath every time

You break away, your foreheads touching

“,,,,,,,oH RIGHT THE DISHES you’re helping me wash” you say and drag him to the sink

All he can do is laugh and silently pray that he will always come home to this :’))))))))))))))))

[milkymoos]

50-99 hav fun :)

i hate u but im gonna do it.

left or right handed?

righty tighty !!

are you scared of spiders?

sure diddly am 

favourite food?

avocados or potatoes and green beans 

favourite foreign food?

sushi i suppose 

are you a clean or messy person?

clean i think but my room and bathroom are both realllllllllllllly messy rn

most used phrased?

what the hap is fuckening or henlo lads or hello! im a lesbian hfjaklsjhfhsj

most used word?

fuck or gay

how long does it take for you to get ready?

if its in the mornings before school like fifteen minutes bc fuck school but if im doing my make up and going out with friends like 2 hours sorry

do you have much of an ego?

noperooni

do you suck or bite lollipops?

give em a good succ

do you talk to yourself?

no, never. yeah ofc i fucking do what kind of question is this? everyone talks to themselves

do you sing to yourself?

yeah lmao

are you a good singer?

i already answered this but for ur sake; no. leah says sometimes i am but really i am not i just sound like a goose being stabbed, but i mean u can be the judge.

biggest fear?

abandonment, but thats too deep so like the dark

are you a gossip?

i love some gossip every now and then

best dramatic movie you’ve seen?

dunkirk, that was pretty dramatic

do you like long or short hair?

long hair but like does it really matter? no

can you name all 50 states of America?

yeah but im not gonna prove myself because thats so much typing and i have to spell every state right wtf

favourite school subject?

photography and english

extrovert or Introvert?

somewhere in the middle

have you ever been scuba diving?

no, but my brother has

what makes you nervous?

lol a lot of things?????????????????????????????

are you scared of the dark?

literally did i not just say that i was

do you correct people when they make mistakes?

yeah cause i love the drama of it all…lmao no it depends on what it is

are you ticklish?

this is sensitive information

have you ever started a rumour?

i dont think so

have you ever been in a position of authority?

i mean like i babysit kids and if they piss me off i yell so yes? is that what the question us asking? im a bottom??????

have you ever drank underage?

im a child of jesus h christ

have you ever done drugs?

i take four different prescription pills everyday so yeah! 

who was your first real crush?

what larrie made this

how many piercings do you have?

zero, but i would like some

can you roll your Rs?

no, doesn’t mean im not good with my tongue tho ;))))))) dahklfhjsdfafo

how fast can you type?

it depends if its something normal like an essay maybe like two words a minute but like if harry does something gay like 4821794087567234856 words a second ya know

how fast can you run?

am i being chased by a bear?

what colour is your hair?

brown, it used to be blonde and i think next year im gonna go back to blonde spoiler alert!

what colour are your eyes?

brown rip

what are you allergic to?

bees and pollen

do you keep a journal?

sorta, i have one that i barely write in

what do your parents do?

my dad is a software engineer and my mom steals money from my dad lol she’s wonderful!

do you like your age?

no im too old jfhalkjfhaog;a

what makes you angry?

my mother and donald trump, but other than that not much

do you like your own name?

 i mean not really but u win some u lose some u know

have you already thought of baby names, and if so what are they?

yell heah i used to have like a whole list of names on my phone cause when i’d write i needed name references, but then i got a new phone and my life got screwed over anYWAY thats not that point uhhhhhh i like u know what its embarrasing NEVERMIND  

do you want a boy a girl for a child?

i want whatever my child want how bout that u stinky birb of a question 

what are you strengths?

uhm well excuse me while i talk myself up a bit but im caring and funny and im a good listener and im freaking adorable thanks for ur time lol idk i have no strengths i h8 myself bye

what are your weaknesses?

i get too attached to people and i give people too many chances and im too nice ok but uhm thats also too deep so cute animals and people that are named after flowers thanks for ur time haHa

how did you get your name?

i just asked my dad and he laughed and said “what do you mean” and then went “we just picked it” and apparently my name was supposed to be nicole ashley then ashley nicole and now its allison nicole. i have no significance to the world apparently. my chinese name is siaw rui

were your ancestors royalty?

my last name means king/emperor in chinese so careful ur talking to a princess 

do you have any scars?

yeah mostly from petting cats that didn’t want to be pet and then them attacking me sajdfkahf but all the other ones are like on the inside sjkdffasjdkfhsdfsdfkl hsdfk;sadjfhsklfsjfs IM LAUFHIGN

colour of your bedspread?

i have three ones like yellow, turquoise, and has branches on it, then the other one is just turquoise, and then i have a brown one  

colour of your room?

i also already answered this one and you know, but it’s white